Wednesday, August 22, 2012

The wallflower

I was a wallflower back in high school. The one nobody remembered. The one who hang out with cool and popular people, but was always resorted being one of the sidekicks, in the background. I was never in the top class, nor was I one of the popular ones with good looks or good charms. I hardly talk to guys apart from my classmates. I don’t even know most of the other people from other classes anyways. Or maybe I did. But alas, even if I do know them, they don’t really know me.

In short, I was a nobody in school.

It’s been almost 20 years, but I guess not much has changed.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Always say i need to take risks.
Hah.
Ambil risiko konon.

Bila tiba hal2 macam ni tahu pula mak mengelat.

Susah tau nak psych diri.
Nak yakinkan hati yang aku buat keputusan terbaik.
Nak gagahkan otak supaya rasa rendah diri itu tidak datang menyerang tiba2.

#dilemaraya.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Ya Allah
Jauhkanku dari sifat riak dan takbur.
Dan jadikan aku manusia yang bersyukur.

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Do you seriously think that us, the unmarried ones are either unhappy, or have nothing else to do in our lives apart from berpoya-poya?

Pfffttt. Grow up.

Don't give marriage an excuse that you have a busy life. Don't simply assume that marriage is a happy ending to everything, and solve every problem there is in the world.

I have nothing against marriage. I, for real, would like to get married too.

But being on the other side of the mirror for now, it's kinda annoying when there are some people who just don't really get it.

There are reasons why I avoid these people most of the times. Because our conversations are no longer about us, but about me, and my unmarried ways.

I should find someone, the person said.
I should adopt a kid, another said.

Why? Because I have nothing else to do? Or is it because I'm 'unhappy'?

Pffftttt. Stop assuming and grow up.