Wednesday, April 27, 2011

She said
If given a chance,
take it,
no matter what.

The question is,
whether the chance
is worth taken in the first place.

Should I? or should I not?

Sunday, April 24, 2011


Yang dikejar tak dapat
yang dikendong berciciran.

Bukan aku yang mengejar.
Tidak pula dikejar.
Tapi aku simpati
Tiap kali mereka keciciran.

Belum sedar barangkali,
Salahnya di mana.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

I used to tell myself, that the best revenge is to be fabulous. But yesterday I learned that getting a revenge itself is not really worth it. It feels much better to let things go and to forgive.

For forgiveness is a much stronger medicine than revenge. It heals faster too.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

I need few days.
Just to make sure.
This is what backstabbing feels like.

Look what she did to me.
And look what I did to myself.
Oh crap.

(But at least I did something right?)

Saturday, April 09, 2011

They started to notice.
and asked.
whether there's something going on with me.
or something happened.
I've acted out of ordinary lately, they commented.

It's for revenge, I said.
Against whom?

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

This is when I would say:

Lantak la.
Gua dah penat.
Tak nak main kejar-kejar lagi.

And this is not a story book where it could have Part II.

That's my head saying, not yet my heart.
But it's always head over heart anyway.
Ikut hati, mati.
Learned my lesson well, ay? :P

Friday, April 01, 2011

There are times I have to remind myself

Hold on, just one more day.
Hold on, just one more day.
Hold on, just one more day.

Hold on, just one more day.

even though deep inside I know, that one more day is so far away.

And I started to question again: Why should I guard my heart? Why should I just give 50, when I can give 100? Why was I so scared of second chance? Why shouldn't I try again? Why should I abide to the rules, when I can run them over? Why should I hold on, when I clearly have nothing to lose?

By the time I started to answer, another day had passed.