Thursday, March 31, 2011

"Are you joining the wagon?" he asked.
"Which wagon?" I threw a question back.
"The just-married wagon..." he said.
"Naah. Not in near future." I answered.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

I refilled my tea 4 times.
That's how good the conversation was.
A great day.
And I gained a friend.
Thank you for googling me.
Thank you for thinking of me.

I'm doing okay.
In the process of picking up
things I've lost,
and letting go
of things that don't deserve me.

I'll be fine,
as I know I'm stronger
than it seems to be.
Thank you.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

It's the end okay.

The. End.
It's ok.
I'm fine.

I should give up
and move on now.
for eyes are blind
and heart can't see

and
I'm not a fool.
:)

Friday, March 18, 2011

I'm scared. I'm really scared.
But I'm telling myself
that it's ok.
It's ok to like someone.
It's ok to be confused.
It's ok to be a fool.
It's ok to be hurt.
And it's ok to move on.

It's really ok.
And I'm going to be fine.
Even though it still scares me. :)

Friday, March 11, 2011


I look at you, you bite your tongue
You don't know why or where I'm coming from
But in my head I'm close to you
We're in the rain still searching for the sun

You think that I want to run and hide
That I keep it all locked up inside but I just want you to find me

I'm not lost; not lost, just undiscovered
And when we're alone we are all the same as each other

You see the look that's on my face
You might think I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no, no, just undiscovered

Well the time it takes to know someone
It all can change before you know it's gone
So close your eyes feel the way I'm with you now
Believe there's nothing wrong

You think that I wanna run and hide
I'll keep it all locked up inside
But I just want you to find me
I'm not lost, I'm not lost, just undiscovered
And when we're alone we're all the same as each other
You see the look that's on my face
You might think I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no, no, just undiscovered

I'm not running
I'm not hiding
If you dig a little deeper you will find me

I'm not lost, not lost, just undiscovered
And when we're alone we're all the same as each other
You see the look that's on my face, you might think that I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no, no, just undiscovered

I'm not lost, not lost, just undiscovered
And when we're alone we're all the same as each other
You see the look that's on my face, you might think that I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no, no, just undiscovered
Gila hati berbunga2.
Hahahahaha.
Oh sangat bahaya.
Sangat-sangat bahaya.

And at the back of my mind, there's always an option of crashing down to the ground one day.
This is a scary thing.

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Please understand.
It's not easy for me either.
It never will.

Nothing happens without a reason. I believe that. Please believe that too.

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

I should've understood where this is going.
But I can't help it.
I'm too dumb. And clueless. At times.
Or maybe
I simply refuse to believe.
Because
Believing means
the limits have been reset.
0000.
No limits?