Saturday, February 26, 2011

I'm just

happy.

Please let me keep this moment

a while longer

before taking the next dive.

Please?

Friday, February 25, 2011

My mind's numb.

This roller coaster journey is making it incapable to work properly. Haha.

(Getting ready to take the next dive)

Thursday, February 24, 2011

She said I should write this story.
I said it's like Korean drama series.
She said it's more like a Bollywood movie.
Yeah, I said. Complete with songs.
Pearl Jam. Radiohead. Travis. My Chemical Romance.

The only difference is that
this might ends tragically. Haha.

Monday, February 21, 2011

I'm going to
smile like nothing's wrong.
Talk like everything's perfect.
Act like it's all a dream,
And pretend it's not hurting me.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

It's here again.

The doubt.
The pang.
The hurt.
The pain.
The stupidity.
The jealousy.
The crushing to the ground.

Dan benda-benda tak best lain yang sewaktu dengannya.

I'm doing this to myself, am I not? This is one hell of a roller coaster ride.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

I'm a stalker. An expert one, indeed.
And I googled everyone and everything.
Weirdly creepy, I know.

But now it feels weirder
To know there's another one out there.
Doing exactly the same
On me.

Karma?

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

For the first time in the history of this blog, I have to edit my posts days after its posted. That's how unpredicable my life now. Hahaahhaha.

Monday, February 14, 2011

thumping
exploding
dropping
breaking
crushing
mending
confusing
doubting
twirling
giggling
smiling
hoping

*puts on repeat.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Faith - Seven Collar T-shirt

Take a walk I'll hold your hands for now
It's happening, it's happening
Makes it hard to lose another night

I'll pretend that I'm a man for now
It's difficult, it's difficult
To soothe a wounded heart

Before you go, give me all of your love
Before you go, I'll give you all of mine

I'll drink water because my blood has dried
It's different, it's different
Than anything you've seen or heard before

Take a picture, hold that smile forever
I'll drink it everyday till it becomes another skin

Before you go, give me all of your love
Before you go, I'll give you all of mine

If it makes it easier
If it makes it easier to breathe

Fading away
Faith is a friend
You make it or break it

Fading away
Faith is a friend
You make it or break it

If it makes it easier
If it makes it easier
Wish it could be easier
I can't breathe
If it makes it easier
If it makes it easier to breathe

Fading away
Faith is a friend
You make it or break it

Fading away
Faith is a friend
You make it or break it
 
Aku memang suka-suka cari penyakit. Jatuh tergolek nanti baru padan muka.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Hati, sila jangan terbang tinggi-tinggi ok! Harus ingat bumi. :)
Oh. Rasa ini sangat penat ok.
Stop confusing me. Please?

Friday, February 11, 2011

Life has a funny way to creep you out.

There I said it. Just had to get that out of my head.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

I take back my words.

I'm gonna cry now.
I think I'm going to sleep grinning tonight. Whatever happens.
I think I'm really going crazy.

I'm confused okay. Totally confused right now.

I wanted to ask, but I'm too afraid that it would just confirm my instinct.

Adoila. Why must you drive me crazy and leave me there alone?!

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

Demam.


Demam terkejutkah?