Saturday, April 17, 2010

We've never put each other in the missing person list, but our silence goes beyond understanding. It's been three years since our last email, and suddenly Facebook freaks me out.

Dun! Dun! Dun!

1 friend in common.

How's that possible?!  And to think back that '1 friend' is actually the one that has the most pics of ME in her pages...

DAN AKU MAHU PENGSAN. Haha. Hahahahahahaha

Here's to the slightest hope that he didn't notice me at all. Please. Pretty please?

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Surprise news can either make you happy, or sad.

But can I say it left me feeling depressed? And lost. And depressed. And lost again. And depressed. And lost. And depressed.

Things happened for a reason. I believe that. But accepting what reality brings sometimes hurt you deep inside. I'm hurt. Yes, I am. I'm jealous. Yes, I am. I'm pathetic. Oh yes, I am all of the above.

The world does not evolve around you. The world does not go around as you please. Reality check please miyyah.

And not being able to trust oneself is even worst.

And I missed mum a lot today. A whole LOT.

Feel I could cry a river.