Monday, January 15, 2007

Kejamnya bila kau diberi harapan berbunga-bunga dan kemudian dihempas berkaca-kaca. Kejamnya bila kau mengharap setinggi gunung dan kemudian direjam sedalam bumi.
Kejamnya bila kau menunggu sesetia bulan dan akhirnya dihalau bagai binatang.

Terasa maruah diri dipijak-pijak di telapak kaki.
Terasa semangat jiwa direntap dari hati.

Dendam aku dendam kesumat.
Tunggulah.

Ini janji aku.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I cut my finger and it bled.

Just like the heart.

And I don't know why.

Perhaps its time to stop.
Perhaps its time to move on.
Perhaps its time to shut up.

Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps.

Just like the heart.

Monday, January 08, 2007

I was wrong. They didn't ask questions anymore.

They simply gave out statements.

And I was speechless, again.

The week passed by as if its a dream. And I need to wake up. Fast.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007


First entry of 2007. :) I love this picture sooooo much. And still can't believe I snapped the picture myself! Hehehhehehe. My first amateur photo ;p.

Will be going to KL tomorrow night for Najwa's engagement.

And I finally found the perfect answers to the "Bila Lagi" question. :) Its either...

a) the honest answer...

Bila lagi?
Bila jodoh sampai.

b) the sarcastic answer...

Bila lagi?
Oh! Soalan itu terlalu peribadi. Nak tahu... belilah buku saya di pasaran..

c) the bangang answer...

Bila lagi?
Bila-bilaaa kiranya diriku perluuuu... (sing with tangan terbang2 a'la Zainal Abidin)

Chose a C and I'm sure they wont ask again hahahahaha.