Saturday, May 13, 2006

Bad Day

Where is the moment when needed the most?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
you tell me your blue sky's fade to grey
you tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day

This song miraculously top my chart this week. :) And it blends nicely with Blunt's Tears and Rain. (I'm a sucker for depressed songs :p)

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Aku dah ada 3. 3 songs. I need at least 2 more. I have How Come, How Long by Baby face, Family Portrait by Pink (thanks Salwa!) and Freshmen by The Verve (credit to Tita). Yup, I got lots of suggestions, but most of them are either i) vague storyline or ii) mushy love stories or iii) lotsa obscene words haha. I need songs that have stories in them. Stories with some moral values haha. E.g HCHL by Babyface is about woman abuse, FP by Pink is about family probs and Freshmen's The Verve is about suicide.

The plan is the students will prepare short sketches based on those songs, and act it out in front of class. It will carry 30% of their total marks (see I'm a lenient lecturer haha)

So I need 2 more songs. Anyone?

Sunday, May 07, 2006

"When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is noise, it's internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It trashes around your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that's the thing about love - no one is untouchable. It's as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh would exposed to a salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it's silent. You're just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it.

It was time to stop walking with our heads in the clouds, and instead, keep our feet on the harder soil of ground level we should always have been rooted to."

- Cecilia Ahern. If You Could See Me Now.

BUY THE BOOK.
Life is like a box of chocolate. You'll never know what you are going to get.

Car service - RM 123.00
Car cadio service - RM25.00
Monthly car loan - RM543.00

Total = RM 691.00

PLUS = ASTRO bills - RM 169.48 (late payment!!)

SO = RM 691.00 + RM 169.48

GRAND TOTAL = RM 860.48

PAYMENT DUE = TODAY

Argh. Thats not chocolate. Thats coffee. And its a bad one.

Friday, May 05, 2006

You said the right word, tita. This is dramatic. Hehe. I once promised myself that I wont use any black background for my blog, it would look too "depressing", and "depressing" is one word that I dont want to be associated with this blog. Heh.

I found this skin while browsing through the blogskins and fell in love instantly. Yes, its dramatic, just like the DRAMATIC Miyyah. Hahahahahah. So I play around with the layout + html for the past week (thats why I dont blog haha). I'm not good with html, so I learned here and there. Then wallah! Here I am, with this fresh new blog.

At first I thought I should look for a soft coloured bground like green, or cream or white or even pink *haha*. But when I found this, I told myself this is what I want. White is the colour of peace. and innocent. Black makes me look even stronger (and hard and stubborn hah!). Red is the colour of passion and the splash of red shows that this is my passion. My love. To write. And I like the abstract look too. It shows that the owner of the blog is one creative lady (masuk lif tekan sendiri heh!). The word "Standing" shows I will always be strong no matter what. Strong enough to stay still on top of the wrld, or even stronger to hold my head up high at the edge of the earth. All in all, this new blog truly shows the real me. And the me I always wanted to be.

peace +
innocent +
strong +
hard +
stubborn +
passion +
love +
creative = dramatic me.

Huh? Am I doing a critical analysis on my own blog?

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Dari kerana mata
Yang mempunyai kuasa
Oh aku tergoda
Aku tergoda
TERKECEWA.


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He's a married man now. Aku frust guling-guling sampai dapur. Keciwa lagi aku kali ni. CONGRATULATIONS my Mr. Ady yang manis. :)

And I have a newfound love. Dah frust ngan yg melayu so aku cari mat salleh laks. Muahahahahahaha....

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Hensem kan? Macho kan? Jahat kan? Gila aku kan? Botak jugaaakkk yang aku nak (yeay botak!). Don't forget: Every Monday, 10.30 pm-11.30, 8TV. Prison Break.